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SPOTLIGHTED SONG OF THE JOURNAL
Gackt- Dooms Day Bold= Japanese Italic= English

kirei na tsuki ga warau
shizuka na yoru ni warau
mou ichido, tsubuyaita wa
anata no namae o...

The pretty moon is smiling
In the quiet night, it's laughing
Once more, I murmured
Your name...



chirabaru garasu no ue de
tsumetai kaze ga odoru
anata no kaeri o matsu wa
nemuri ni ochiru mae ni...

Above the scattered glass
A cold wind is dancing
I await your return
Before falling into sleep...



sakendeiru watashi no koe ga hibiku
yurusarenai anata no tsumi o daite

My shouting voice resounds
And I embrace your unforgivable sins



anata no yume o mita wa
mezameru koto no nai yume o
madobe ni motarenagara
sotto tsuki ni dakareta

I saw your dream
The dream you can't awaken from
While leaning against the windowsill
And being softly embraced by the moon



kendeiru anata no koe ga togireru
yurusarenai watashi no tsumi wa tsuzuku
anata no mune o, anata no ude o, anata no koe o... subete o
itoshii hodo ni kuruoshii hodo ni aishisugita anata o daite
nandomo kowashitsuzuketa...

Your shouting voice stops
And my unforgivable crime continues
Your heart, your arms, your voice... everything
Until we love each other, until it drives us mad, I hold you who I love too much
I destroyed over and over again...



ima nara todokimasu ka?
yasashii kare no koe ga
anata ni wa miemasu ka?
akaku somatta kono ude ga...

Does it reach you now?
His kind voice
Can you see it?
Your arm, dyed red...



furuenagara saigo no koe o keshite
yurusarenai futari no tsumi o nakinagara
hakanai yume wa, kanashii yume wa, setsunai yume wa owari o tsuge
yasashii yume ni, itoshii yume ni, ano hi no mama ni, ano koro no you ni...

While shaking, the last sound is erased
While weeping for our unforgivable sins
Ephemeral dreams, sorrowful dreams, painful dreams announce the end
Into gentle dreams, into beloved dreams, like that day, like that time...


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Last night we went out to the starlight drive-in...and saw three movies.

WARNING, IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN THESE MOVIES AND DON'T WANT TO RUNIN ANYTHING DON'T READ

1st was "sky-high"...it was ok..I mean it was a disney movie. But I mean they are all the same right?
Guy falls in love with beautiful girl, but his best friend likes him. Beautiful girl turns out to be the villan and tries to take over. Guy finds out best friend likes him, they kiss...blah blah blah... and Guy saves the world from...The ebil chick..eH...sooooo prodictable.
Ok tell me if this sounds wrong. This was said at the end of sky-high. "So my girlfriend became the villan, and the villan became my best friend, and my best friend became my girlfriend"
Right now your thinging "oh..so the girlfriend became your girlfriend again?"
WRONG. In the start the villan was a guy...So...now look at that.

-erhm- anyways.

The next movie was "Just like Heaven"

One of the sweetest most awww mood movie I have ever seen.
Ok this girl is a doctor, and then she is driving to her sisters house and go into a comma by a truck runnning into her. Later a guy moves into her "Empty" arpartment. Turns out that the girl still thinks she lives there, and tries to kick the girl out. But the girl is now only a sprit. So through out the movie they are trying to find out who she is, and what happened to her.
Turns out that she is in a comma, and is about to get her life support cut off. So the guy is in love with her and wants to save her. He steals her body and tries to make it out of the ER, but can't. Her breathing tube comes off and she starts to stop breathing. The guy is surrounded by guards and breaks lose. He gives the girl mouth to mouth, and tries to bring her back. At first they don't think it worked, until her heart starts to beat again. But when she awakes she forgets about the guy. So he walks away and after that they meet on her roof, and he has built this lovely garden. She has always wanted a garden on that roof. As soon as they touch she remembers all that happened and him.

ITS JUST SO KAWAII!!

And last but not least, My favorite of the night...."Red Eye"

Omg that movie keeps you supence the whole time, and I have never been so excited to see what happens next in my life.

Ok heres how it went... There is a girl and she is the head of a hotel in Mimai. She meets this guy who seems sweet and nice. She ends up giving her Dr. Phill book to an old lady.Then the guy and girl have a drink and get on the delayed plane to Mimai. She walks to her seat and see's him...they got the seats next to eachother. She thought just nothing of it, so she sat down. The plane takes offf without a problem and he talks her through it. But as they are in the air, she asks him what his job is. He replies "Oh I work for a guy who tells me who and when to assianate people" looking at her intentivly. She laughes and said "No really what do you do?" He just says "I told you" So she is getting suspices. He explains to her if she didn't change Mr.Keth to another room her father will die. So she is crying by this point and when some asks him to help with lugage the old lady with the Dr.Phill book comes and talks to the girl. She is shaky but says "Let me show you my favorite part" and opens the book and starts to write down a note for the old lady to see. She gives the book back as the man sits back down and the old lady goes to her seat. "You know, I didn't want to make this complacatied. What did you write in that book?"The man says turning to her. She says nothing. but the man knows better, and knocks her out. He takes the book from the old lady and when the girl wakes up he is reading it to her. He forces her to class the hotel and change the rooms, but the line dies. She tries later to write a note on the bathroom mirror, but he wips it clean. She calls the hotel and changes the room. When the plane lands she gabs a pen into the guys neck and takes his cell phone. She runs as he runs after her, only just making it onto a monorail. When she is off that she steals a car and drives, making calls. one call was to the hotel telling them to get Mr.Keth out of the room. they just barily got him out when a bazooca hit the room. The girl drives home really fast, and runs over the man that was going to kill her father. The guy comes to the house and tries to kill her and the father. Long story short, father shots the man and the police come. Guy is in jail, and life goes on.

BUT I LOVED THAT MOVIE SO MUCH!!!

Clubs/Friends/Family
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Well thats my Journal

Much love

Sami

....How low can I get.... BLINKIN BIDY BOP....hmmm its very...different I guess you could label it.

Talking:
Missing:
Eating: nothing at this momment but I will eat breakfast soon.
Watching: Fosters home for Imagey Friends
Listening: Nothing

ok! lets talk about the name.... boredness or....randomness...I will let you choose.

Anyways! I really don't know what to talk about so I am just going to ramble on.

So I am spending the night....(did spend the night) at and house last night... pretty fun, but now I have to go work on the stupid house again... OH JOY BE TODAY.. -_-

....you know what...I don't have a rant for today...which is odd. But I know your getting sick of them anyways.

I got told the other day that this person like reading my journals...is that true? Do you guys like reading my journal?

IT IS TRUE ISN'T IT!!!??? ><

So you people like digging into my personal life, for your intertanment...sick twisted poeple...

NAH...I love you all so I really don't care that you read whats going on with my life...

Well I really have nothing else to say...So until next Journal my lovable friends.

Much LOVE
Sami

Eh? I am aren't I?

Haven't noticed it until now..But I make a LOT Of DA Journals...Is because I want attenstion...or..maybe because I am bored

Talking:
Missing:
Eating: FruitLoops *naws*
Watching: Robots
Listening: Utada Hikaru - Close To You (English)
Reading: Midnight Magic By Avi

I got this note saying "Wow u shure got lots of Journals"

Two things I can't believe about this note, One "SUCH bad grammar..."
And Two "oh my...that person is right"

I make to many Journals...THAT MAKES ME A JOURNAL WHORE *whinnes*

Also..I know most people have a lot of favorites...but I have 349.. ><

RANTS

Ok...I hate not being there for my friends when they need it the most..
that wasn't really a rant but ok.

I Hate, Loath People that are iliterate...gah, sorry if my spelling is off...its just I got up a little bit ago and its so DAMN cold..

Ok don't you? you see this "Hey ppl howz it goin' whatz ^?" GAH TYPE OUT THE STUPID DAMN WORDS!! honestly!

It is not that hard to type this "Hey people how are you, anything new?"
One it is being nice to those that are literate...and TWO it just looks soooo much better.

end of rant

Well I guess I will spotlight someone today, Hmmmm who should it be...

SPOTLIGHT: Feel better love...I hate to see you sad.

READ!!!
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

Friends and what not
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Ok I am out for words...Until next Journal (most likely tomorrow)

MUCH love,
Sami

By the time you will read this I will have 1,666 or more page veiws and I wanted to say "THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!"

Mood: Happy/Hyper
Consuming: Your right arm *na nou aa na*
Talking:
Missing:


Wheeeeeeeeee *spins really fast in circles*

You know what I noticed...I am sad all throughout the day at school...that is until 6th hour when i know that the end of the day is coming and I get to talk to all you wonderful people and cheer me UP!

So now I am inn hyper mood... and its wonderful!

But then Again what is one of my journals without a little ranting? hmm?

I hate those annoying people that you want to go away so you give them little hints and they just don't get it... and never go away ><

And those people that think that they are your friends and will talk to you for some reason then you get mad and yell at them when you really don't want to.

I HATE meself....when I yell at people it makes me so mad... I don't mean to yell at them or anything like that..It just comes out as a yell.

*Takes a deep breath* Ok I am done ranting.

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Oh wow...what the hell is that? @.@

-erhm- oh well just forget that...-couch cough-

Well I am out of things to say...so I will leave you be for....NOW..><

~ Friends/Family/Clubs, and Such ~
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Much love
~ Sami

Don't ask me about the title...I just wanted it.. It was in a song that I was singing so deal with it.

Mood:
Talking: And me friend Brendan..but he not on here
eating: Pop...mountian Dew...I took it from X3
missing:


TODAY it is a cool day.. just because today I am spotlighting not a song...but a person I will spotlight Why? because I want him to know that he is loved! I love him more then you! XD jk jk ><

I hate math...just because I don't understand it...sure I get a A in that class...but still I don't understand it. @.@

My buddy twisted her ankle, which is good because I can ride the elevator now X3 I am just mean like that.

Oooo Oooo "I am a Angel I really am, the horns are just there to make sure the halo doesn't fall off....I SWARE!"

I bet you something...I am the cutest little Angel with horns that you will ever see ^_^

But Much love to:
cause He is uober sweet to me and is Cool
Cause I love to glomp her!...and steal her mountain Dew.
because I want to and I can! X3

Friends, Clubs, Family, and People that I love
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You all! ^/////^

~Sami

P.S. I am in a good blushy mood! thats rocks!